Thursday, June 4, 2009
baby cook for me!
It's the 4th day of my IAP,
things are not too bad.
The office is near my hse,
the ppl are really nice (:
So I'm surviving well. Lol.
Anyways,
on this particular day..
My boy was suppose to pick me up,
but being the pig that he is..
He was really really late,
though I called him like 4-5times continuously
before he FINALLY woke up.
& I called him early,
knowing he will drag his time and need like 3hrs to get ready,
before he can leave - -
So obviously,
I was pretty darn annoyed when he was late!
But then,
when I met him,
I realised why he was late.
Is cos he was busy cooking for me!
LOLOL.
Like omfg o.o
Tadah~!
Here he is posing for me to take a pic :x
This is the overall meal.
Doesnt look very convincing right? :x
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?
a guy cooked it. LOL.
So what exactly did he cook?
The smaller somewhat round/rectangle-ish thing is CHEESE tofu. nice nice :D
The bigger more square-ish 1 is murtabak. Lamb, I think.
Baby said it's the mini-version. LOL.
Is damn nice la. 1st time i ate it x.x
Nvr actually recalled seeing it either ._.
Something like curry x.x
This 1 baby's mother cook. LOL.
He just make hot nia.
Got long bean, dried beancurd, stingray and a few other unidentified stuff x.x
This is like maggi mee,
but plain de.
Then suppose to put the curry on it. LOL.
nice.
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
11:34 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
stupid stupid stupid.
I apparently cant blog in school.
LOL.
Cos I published something, supposedly.
Which didnt get published.
Diu..
I forgot what I wrote already.
So I shall write a new one.
It's currently 3.5 wks more to end of FYP.
Cant wait.
2days of pure fun,
and on to attachment. LMAO.
wtf man.
And and,
I desperately need a job man.
Feel so broke.
Dont like feeling broke.
Need save more ):
k, I cant think of anything to write le.
LOL x.x
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep Zzz.
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
10:43 PM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Oh my goodness.
Sorry for the dead blog.
[not that there's anyone reading it anyways ._.]Moving on,
3.5 more weeks to the end of FYP.
Yay yay yay~
After that will have attachment for the next 3mths.
Ho seh. & back to sch for last sem :/
When I find the time,
I really should find a job.
Really no money le.
Zzzz..
& it's really pissing me off.
The recent H1N1 epidemic is very irritating :/
Have to go take temperature, twice everyday.
But well,
'Prevention is always better than cure.'
PS. I gave you 1 mth.
Starting from yesterday. o4o5o9.
Prove to me those werent empty promises.
I'll be watching.
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
9:35 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
random thoughts;
I wonder what's my value,
in your heart.
I'm in a very very bad mood.
Been real sick for the past few weeks.
& it has not been helping.
The latest was fever and sore throat.
It made me really grouchy.
& unhappy about every damn thing.
I dont understand why.
What did I do wrong.
Alot of guys tell me,
'If only I have a gf like u'
But why is it,
the only guy I want,
to say that phrase to me,
dont?
Why? I'm in a dilemma.
& it's killing me slowly.
I feel very tired.
very lethargic.
Dont wanna do anything anymore.
I
Just
Want
To
Die.
When children get new toys,
that's all they think about.
& they will always play with it.
But once they lose interest,
the toy is thrown to 1 side
& forgottten.
I feel like that now.
PS. dont worry,
I wont
really kill myself.
Just been feeling very
lousy lately.
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
8:01 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
depression
I havent been updating lately.
Cos I was sick ):
My symptoms were:-
No appetite.
Insomnia.
Always tired.
No mood to do anything.
Dont even feel like playing 'Cabal' <-- WTFBBQ
Once,
I almost totally didnt eat the whole day.
Eventually, I went to see a doctor.
He said that I have "depression".
Wow, right?
I was more of stunned when I heard it- -
That would actually explain,
why I kept argung with my bf over the smallest things.
I dunno why,
I'd just be really angry
& kept kicking up the fuss over nothing.
Strangely enough..
The period that I was supposedly "depressed",
was when my bf was away
for what seemed like the LONGEST time ):
The doctor did asked me,
if I had been stressed
or really upset abt something lately.
I only said FYP/school.
So not to be referred to a Counsellor.
But I'm starting to wonder if it's actually cos of him.
I only thought it could be cos of him,
because of my maid's 'stupid' remark..
Right after I had told her what the doctor said,
Her immediate reply was,
'Aiya, you love-sick la. Your BF gone so long.'
I just shrug it off at first,
without giving much thought.
But somehow,
it seems to make sense now ._.
Another theory would be,
from my cousin & cousin-in-law.
They said,
is it cos you feel that no one accepts my bf.
No one is referring to my family/relatives.
True, I had been in a dilemma recently.
Cos of remarks made behind my back abt him.
What makes things worst,
was that those remarks were made
simply based on stereo-typing.
Well, I respect those comments.
Since they were made by the older generations.
& stereo-typing is just basic human instinct.
I shall keep my mouth shut
& rant about it here instead.
All I can say is,
'Never judge a book by its cover'.
Anyways,
there are just the thoughts abt some of my personal issues.
I'll be on medication for the next few mths.
Sigh~ ):
Baby,
I'll be waiting for you to come back soon.
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
9:59 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
To dream that your bf is cheating on you,
means you are scared of being abandoned.
You may feel some lack of attention in the relationship.
):
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
10:05 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
love
Every love story
has its own happy ending.
Baby,
we have our own happy ending too.
Nobody is gonna steal me.
Cos I only want you.
I will always love you
♥
期待你发现我的爱
falling in love with you;
9:23 AM
